You’re Mad and I’m Mad

You’re mad…
Because I couldn’t be who you wanted me to be
I’m mad…..
Because I was blind to the things I should’ve been able to see
Like…
How you treated this relationship like a damn joke
It’s my fault…
Because I knew from the start we weren’t equally yoked

But yet…
I stayed
Hoping my insecurities would eventually fade
Instead I let you treat me like a sex toy
Only here for your pleasure and joy
Nothing more or nothing less
You’ve proven you’re no different from the rest

You’re right…
Being there for you was what I was supposed to do
I’m right…
I should ‘ve loved myself way more than I loved you
More…
Than settling for anything less than what I deserve
It’s time for me to leave while I still have the nerve

You’re mad…
Because I’m finally leaving you
I’m mad…
Because it took so long for me to do

My True Essence

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The life, stories, opinions, dreams and fantasies of a woman doing the best she can with what she has. I have come a long way but He is not through with me yet. Come along and enjoy the ride.

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