Author Archives: My True Essence

I’m angryI’m hurtI’m pissedI’m scaredI’m tiredYet I’m numbAll of these emotions balled up into one I’m fuming on the outsideFrom burning on the insideA growing, uncontrolled ball of rageReady to be unleashed from this cage I’m on the verge of eruptionFucking tired of this corruptionTired of justice not being servedOf our voices not being heardContinue reading “Justice Not Being Served”

I am angry, frustrated and hurt from the pain The pain of our sons and brothers being slain… Hunted like animals in the middle of hunting season Shot down in the streets and killed for no reason I feel the pain of the mother who loss her precious son Who can’t believe his life wasContinue reading “Pain of Losing Our Black Men and Boys”

Wings clipped Faith stripped Vision blurredGrounded like a wounded bird Wallowing in our chosen mess … Feeling guilty and stressed Struggling to deal with our choices While trying to ignore the internal voices Saying why are you in this place Can you survive in this space So you dig deep, deep down within And fightContinue reading

Here I stand Looking in the mirror Wishing my vision was clearer Because I’m not liking what I see I’m trying to figure out… What has happened to me Here I stand Confused and abused Mistreated and misunderstood Questioning my own womanhood Tired of always having to be strong Ready to fight whatever battle comesContinue reading “Here I Stand”

Here I standLooking in the mirrorWishing my vision was clearerBecause I’m not liking what I seeI’m trying to figure out…What has happened to me Here I standConfused and abusedMistreated and misunderstoodQuestioning my own womanhoodTired of always having to be strongReady to fight whatever battle comes along Here I standChoking on feelings I can’t expressAfraid toContinue reading “Watching You”

I can feel your presence just like you’re here I can smell you even though you’re not near I can see you not with my eyes but with my heart… It’s you that keeps me from coming apart I love us, the way we move and the way we grind The memories are still freshContinue reading “The Memory”

I like the ear waves and vibrations of you sexing meIt’s like my favorite song sang in the perfect keyIt’s what I call your sexy man growl… Deep and sensual like an animal on the prowl Hearing it makes my yoni nice and wet My love meter rise and my back sweat My yoni isContinue reading “Music to My Ears”

I can feel myself slippingMy protective shield of armor rippingI can tell with each step I make… With each single breath I take My sense of security is quickly fading away Leaving me as open prey to whatever attacks come my way I’m falling… I can feel my peace seeping out of meMy precious spiritContinue reading “I’m falling…”

You are the best part of me My vision when I can’t see My nourishment when I mentally can’t eat … My strength when I’m exhausted and beat My sleeping pill when I’m too tired to rest My peace when I’m on edge and stressed My calm in the middle of a raging storm TheContinue reading “Best Part of Me”