Author Archives: My True Essence

We were never taught how to deal with our troubles But told to keep quiet about our struggles So we do and then the self-destruction begins… The self-hate vs. self-love battle we’re fighting within Internalizing the pain instead of releasing the hurt Falling down, staying down and wallowing in the dirt Because getting up requiresContinue reading “Struggling in Silence…”

Looking at your picture I see a grown ass man Handling his business… Every day giving all you can I see the strength in your shoulders I see the worry in your eyes Both you hide so well Behind a smile used to disguise You don’t complain at all About the obstacles you face InsteadContinue reading “Ride or Die”

Not the kind of feelings I get from your touch Even though it’s a connection I love so much It’s a sensation I get down deep inside Where the essence of who I am reside I’m feeling the way your soul whispers to mine Taking me away to a special place and time Speaking aContinue reading “I’m feeling you…”

Me against the world Fighting to stay alive Doing what I must to survive… Using my pen like a weapon Shooting pieces of worldly nuggets Slaying with words instead of bullets Reloading…Killing my target with knowledge Using wisdom and power As my strong tower My ammunition of choice Penning my voice Praying it keeps me safeContinue reading “In The War”

Standing in the shadows of the crowds Never quite noticed, Although I was always around I’ve played the sidelines, never quite in line of vision. So how could you know if I was what you were missing? No way you could see my heart Flutter each time you’d depart. How can I pull you toContinue reading “Sidelines (Written by Conflict, a guest writer)”

You started it the night you kissed me in the carIt was one of the most passionate kisses I’d had by farThat one kiss turned into a weekend of pleasure… Like we had found a big secret treasure Afterwards there were many phone calls and textsJoy and excitement for what was to come nextPretty soonContinue reading “You Started It!”

You don’t know me So stop judging me like you do You don’t owe me So stop explaining shit like you do You don’t care about me… So stop faking like you doMy True Essence

Prisoner of your own mindIs a prisoner of the worst kind It’s not the haters Or the fakers Or the friendemies… Holding us prisoner It’s our own thoughts It would be easier if it were The haters Or the fakers Or the friendemies Holding us prisoner Because with them We would eventually be free MyContinue reading “Prisoner”

I hear you talking all that noiseShowing off in front of your boysBragging on your fat dick…And what you’re going to do with itHow you’re going to wear my ass outMake me scream your name and shoutI want you to know that I ain’t scaredAnd I hope you can back up what you saidSo don’tContinue reading “All That Talking…”