I Love You…

 

 
 
I love you
Not for who I want you to be
But for who I know you to be
You are my Knight in Shining Armor
The one who makes my heart skip a beat
You are my best friend and confident
The one who keeps all of my secrets
You are my protector and comforter
The one who loves me thru the pain
You are the joy of my life
The one who makes me smile every day
I love you
Not for who I want you to be
But for who I know you to be
My True Essence

Fool for Love

I have to give it to you my brother, you are damn good
Had me thinking it was love, I guess I misunderstood
When you said “I love you”, I said I felt the same

Clearly, I was a big joke to you, some kind of game

I will admit you deserve an award for your acting skills
You faked me out big time and used me for your thrills

You did an excellent job though and played your roll well
This will be a great story for you to one day tell

I can’t even be mad at you because it’s really my fault

Should have followed my gut from the start like I was taught
That’s what I get for letting down my wall and allowing you in
But I didn’t listen and paid for it deeply in the end

How could I have been so wrong about you, wrong about us
I believed everything you said and I gave you my trust

This pain cuts so deep I know it will be hard to get rid of
I guess it the price I paid for being a fool for love

My True Essence

My First Love

My first memory was of him playing with me
Grandpa would sing a song while bouncing me on his knee
He would sing “Ride your horsey, go to town
Watch out little baby and don’t you fall down”
We would laugh so hard grandma would come to check on us
She wanted to know what was all the laughter and fuss
He would say “singing to my baby girl like I do every day”
She would smile, turn around and continue on her way
I loved when we would get my dolls and have afternoon tea
Or when he would throw me in the air so I could fly high and free
He would take me to get ice cream, three big scoops
Then take me to the store to pick out my favorite color hula hoop
My first love was my grandpa better known as Pop Pop
Even with bad knees, he would never slow down or stop
Then one day out of the blue, he got real sick and died
It broke my heart so bad I just cried and cried
I remember how much he loved and spoiled me rotten
Even though he is gone, he will never be forgotten
I know he is smiling down on me from up above
My Pop Pop was truly my first love
My True Essence

I Am Enough

I Am Enough

If I have to say it ten, twenty or a hundred times a day
From the moment I get up until I kneel down at night to pray
Even if I have to shout it from the highest mountain top
Or sing it to myself as I sit in the car at the traffic stop
I Am Enough
Even when I disappoint others and often times myself
I am still blessed, full of love, worth and good health
Even when I look in the mirror and don’t like what I see
I can’t let that false image destroy the value of me
I Am Enough
So instead of feeling like I don’t measure up to the rest
I vowed to tackle each new day giving it my best
I am made in His image, I am God’s child
That alone says I am enough and makes me smile
I Am Enough

My True Essence

Sexual Play

Loving you, riding you and dominating you

Are just a few of my favorite sexual things to do
I like the feeling of being in control
You being obedient and doing what you are told

First I want to seduce you without letting you touch me

I want to see how patient and controlled you can be
I will start by tying your hands behind your back

Then blind fold you so can’t see my sexual attack
I will plant light kisses up and down your chest
Be still and enjoy it as my tongue does the rest
Licking my way down to your love stick
It’s throbbing, standing tall and damn it’s so thick
Oh man… you manscaped what a special treat
I can’t wait to taste you… I know it’s going to be sweet
You are breathing heavy and anxiously awaiting my next move
I take you in my mouth and begin my tongue groove
Up and down, in and out, licking around the tip
There is a little pre-cum but I ain’t scared so I take a sip
I keep working your love stick waiting for the rest to cum
You erupt in my mouth now it’s really time to get me some
I hop aboard and begin to ride you cowgirl style
You can’t see me nor touch me and it’s driving you wild
You reach for me but I quickly push your hands away
I tell you to lie back and just enjoy the sexual play

My True Essence