Too Much Power

When a person has power over you, they control you…
Anytime a person can walk into a room and change your whole mood… you have given them too much power.
Anytime a person can make a comment to you about you causing you to doubt yourself… you have given them too much power.
Anytime a person can dictate rather you are happy or not…you have given them too much power.
Anytime a person can shatter your dreams…you have given them too much power.
Stop giving people power over you.

My True Essence

Set Me Free

If you loved me, you wouldn’t treat me this way
You would actually mean the words you say
You would do anything you had to do
To show me your love was true
But instead all I get is lie after lie
Each one causing my heart to die
A little more and more each time
You keep breaking this heart of mine
 
You became my everything, my life
My only goal was to be the best wife
Somewhere along the line I loss me in you
I gave up believing I was important to
After everything, I can’t trust you anymore
I know it’s not me you want so what are you here for
I can tell their your heart no longer belongs to me
You have hurt me enough so please just set me free
My True Essence

Suicide is NOT the Solution!

What would make someone want to take their own life? What could possibly be so bad that it has drained you of your power to live? Has your family and friends failed you? Has society failed you? Have you failed yourself? I have been struggling with these questions for the last 16 hours. Trying to figure out why. Pissed and angry about the reasons I think are why? How could you be so insensitive to your family and the people that care about you? Are you that weak that you can’t deal with the troubles of this world? Where is your faith? I have been sitting here stressing myself out fuming………And then it hit me. Hit me like a slap in the face with a ton of bricks so heavy it made me pause. Pause with memories of one summer night years and years ago. When I felt like I was drained of my power to live. When I felt I had failed myself as well as my family and friends. When I wanted to just…. die to escape it all. So … I have spent the last hour praying and asking for forgiveness and understanding for I once was where you are now. I once was you.

EVERY PROBLEM HAS A SOLUTION. SUICIDE IS NOT THE SOLUTION…

Loving You….

Loving you stays on my mind
It’s what I think about all the time
You know if I had my way
I’d make love to you everyday

We’d start with a little romance

Listen to some Luther and slow dance
Winding and grinding to the beat
Generating sexual body heat

We’d make a pallet by the fire
And give into our sexual desires
Kissing and rubbing everywhere
A little licking here and sucking there

I’m so wet and ready for you

You are hard so I can tell you want me to
I straddle you, slide down on your love stick real slow
You feel so good I have tell you so

We began moving to our own perfect motion

It’s like riding the waves out in the ocean
You grab my ass, pleasure building up
At the exact same moment, we both erupt

It’s an eruption that I love so much

We lay there in afterglow and touch
You loving is special, one of a kind
That’s why loving you stays on my mind

My True Essence
 

Wandering Eye


I see you standing there with your lady so why are you watching me
Following me with your eyes hoping she won’t see
When I look up and catch you staring, you have the nerve to wink
If she knew what you were doing, I wonder what she would think
I have half a mind to walk over there and call you out
Let her know what you did and what you are really all about
But I know if I did that, it wouldn’t be anything nice or kind
Instead I decide to just glare at you like you have lost your mind
So please stop trying to be slick and sly
One day she will see you and bust you in your wandering eye

 

My True Essence

Sexually Free

Wonder how it feels…
To be sexually free
Free to love as you chose
Free to love who you chose
Free to love how you chose
Without judgment
Wonder how it feels…
To love with no limits
Open to express yourself
Open to explore others
Open to experience it all
Without judgment
Wonder how it feels…
To be sensual and uninhibited
Able to feel the hardness of him
Able to touch the softness of her
Able to enjoy the pleasure of them both

Without judgment

Wonder how it feels…
To be sexually free
To love with no limits

To be experimental and open-minded

Without judgment

My True Essence