Your Loss….

At first you came at me saying you missed me
When I didn’t respond, you got mad and tried to diss me
Calling me names like stuck-up bitch and hateful trick
Even had the nerve to say I couldn’t handle your dick
Kneegrow please… I know you must be tripping
When it comes to dick, I ain’t never slipping
I always had your dick hard as a brick
Took complete control of your shit
You must have forgotten who you are talking to
Stop faking I know you remember how I do
Handling your dick was never an issue
You just mad wishing I was still with you
So back up fool and stop fronting
Talking loud, showing off and stunting
You were hooked like a crack addict on drugs
Your drug of choice wasn’t crack but love
But as Whitney said crack is whack
So get over it because I ain’t coming back
You tried to use me and take advantage of me and mine
Remember what goes around comes around every time
My True Essence

Be Careful What You Pray For!

“I asked for strength…
And God gave me difficulties to make me strong.

I asked for wisdom…
And God gave me problems to solve.

I asked for prosperity…
And God gave me brains and the strength to work.

I asked for courage…
And God gave me danger to overcome.

I asked for love…
And God gave me troubled people to help.

I asked for favors…
And God gave me opportunities.

I received nothing I wanted.
I received everything I needed.

My Prayer has been answered.”

I love this poem. Very true.

My True Essence

Your Presence…

You’re here and I can feel it
You’re all in my spirit
Your presence is so strong
I can still smell a hint of your cologne
It’s as if you are right here
Far away but yet so near
I smile as I think of you
The crazy things we would do
The memories of the good and bad
The love we shared and fun we had
Those wonderful days and passionate nights
Nights where we loved each other right
I can almost feel your touch
Oh how I miss you so much
Even though you are gone
Your presence still lives on

My True Essence

I Thank You

I thank you for life, health and peace of mind
I thank you for your mercy and for always being kind
I thank you for my family and my friends
I thank you for your love that never ends
I thank you for loving me inspite of my crazy ways
I thank you for strength to make it thru the dark nights and long days
I thank you for understanding my cries in the middle of the night
I thank you for waking me up each morning feeling new and bright
I thank you for picking me up when I sometimes slip and fall
I thank you for carrying me when I can’t even crawl
I thank you for lifting my burdens when they are too much for me to bear
I thank you for never leaving and for always being there
I thank you for the chance to praise and worship you
I thank you for doing what you said you would do
I thank you…
My True Essence

TRUST

“TRUST. It’s A GIFT. It’s to be vigorously guarded. When someone opens up to you…They are trusting you with what’s inside of their Vault. Their Life Garden. It’s to be cultivated and well-kept. And when the Keeper has planted ONE SEED OF DISTRUST…Weeds begin to GROW. And CHOKE THE TRUST THAT WAS GIVEN. So when someone TRUSTS YOU…Protect it. Guard it. Wear your TRUSTWORTHY as a Cloake of Honor. Because once it’s gone…It’s harder to win than a strong city”.

Everyone Is Not Your Friend

I say this all the time and I will say it until the end
Wake up and stop thinking everyone is your friend
Everyone does not have your best interest at heart
So stop trusting them with everything right from the start

Telling them secrets they haven’t earned the right to know
Before allowing the friendship the time to develop and grow
When your business gets put out there, it won’t be nice
By then it’s too late to wish you would have thought twice

About trusting and believing everything everyone tells you
Don’t listen to what they say just watch what they do
If they always talking about others, they are talking about you too
I hope you believe what I am saying because it’s true

So keep your eyes open, mouth closed and trust your gut
Until you are sure they can be trusted no matter what
Having great, trustworthy friends is a wonderful thing
Just be careful because everyone is not sincere with what they bring

My True Essence