I Really Don’t Want To Like You

Oh my goodness… what in the world is going on here?
I don’t even know you and you got me wishing you were near
Do I really have a high school crush on you? Am I tripping?
I am way too old for this mess. I really must be slipping.
From what I have seen, I think you’re a cool brother and kind of hot.
Let me get myself together right now and stop
Before I say or do something I know I shouldn’t do
Because I really, really don’t want to like you

My True Essence

Random Thoughts

1.  Young adult kids are the absolute worst!! They think they are grown and know everything. You can’t tell them anything. They know NOTHING!
2.  I have been in a writing/life funk for a while now. It’s time to get out of it and get it together.
3.  My best friend is getting married in two months. I am so excited for her.
4.  I am going to travel and really enjoy my summer.
5.  My mom is the greatest. She is in her 60’s and looks amazing.
6.  Everyone has a story. I wonder what people would think if they knew mine.
7.  Things really aren’t always as they seem.
8.  I have been dealing with some health issues. I will found out soon what’s causing them. I am scared to death something major is wrong. (This probably explains my writing/life funk)
9.  I love my family but sometimes I want to get in my car and just keep driving.
10.   I have met some very interesting people lately.
11.  I need to start meditating and going to church like I used to. I can tell that I am not. (Just  a hot mess)
12.  Still loving our President.  Still praying for him.
13.  This is a crazy world with crazy people. God helps us!
14.  I wish Lifetime would get some new movies.
15.  I think I am a Facebook addict.
16.  Despite having two very close friends, I am still a loner and don’t really have an inner circle.
17.  People can be so messy.
18.   I often wonder if you can really, honestly trust anybody.
My True Essence

Musical Orgasm

NOTE: I saw this on someone’s page and thought it was awesome. I hope you enjoy it as much as I did.

As I sit here lying “Butt Naked” on my bed my mind begins to wander off until I’m completely consumed by the thought of you. A wonderfully crafted specimen created and sent to me by“Cupid.” Just when I had stopped “Looking for Mr. Do Right” ” There you are.” “Your smile” instantly made me “Wet” somethin like a “Splash Waterfall” and I began to“Shiver” when u whispered in my ear “Let me strip for you.” I watched u undress slowly while I slid my finger down to my hot spot, slowly getting lost in the “Softest place on earth.” You watch me while you undress never taking your eyes off of my finger and just when I am about to “Lose Control” you stop me and replace my finger with your tongue. Oh what a rush! I began to softly coo “Uhhh Ahhh” and with each moan I feel your tongue go deeper and deeper sending my back into a “Nasty Grind.” While your devouring my “Sweet Potato Pie” I hear you say “You are Mine.” Those were the keys to pop my lock and I instantly “Rain” down on your tongue making my yoni so “Juicy.” You slowly slurp, suck, and swallow all the excess leaving just enough nectar for Act II. You lay on your back and say to me come on baby its time for you to “Get Up On It.” I willingly oblige and climb on top of your“Joystick” and slide down inch by inch moaning from the pleasurable pain. As I reach the“End of the Road” I instinctively “Scream” out your name because you feel so “Amazing “  when you “Come Inside.” I feel you grip my hips and hold me there while you “Slow Wine” inside hitting every wall. I gush leaving a “Mess” all over you. Its only our first encounter and I’m already “Addicted.” I continue to slide up and down releasing mini squirts. Every time I slide down I clench my “Castle Walls” around you feeling you pulse inside of my pussy … feeling your “Heartbeat” beneath my hands. I can feel you’re so close to “Letting Go” so I whisper in your ear “Give in to me”. Out of breathe and between moans u say let me “Put It in your mouth.” I slowly slide off and start to run my tongue up one side of ur dick and down the other lapping up my “Honey”. Once my tongue reaches the head I use my hands to “Massage” the base while I suck on the head. You start to shake and I know I’m getting “Closer” when I taste your pre-cum. I begin to work faster and harder to get my reward and when I feel ur legs clench you “Pop” like warm champagne and flow down my throat. Instantly the sensation leaves me drunk and I know when tomorrow comes I will have a“Sweet Hangover.” I fall back “Woozy” from this chance “Meeting in my Bedroom”instinctively closing my eyes succumbing to the wave of exhaustion that sweeps me. I awake to find you “Gone” and it “Makes me Wonder” were you ever even there. Is it possible this was all just a “Sweet Dream?” Then I feel the pulsing soreness in my honey pot and I know for sure this beautiful “Stranger” was really there. ~ Musical Orgasm ;o

Haters

Haters give you reason to reach higher
Motivation to shine brighter
Strength to elevate your game
So high they cringe when they hear your name

Haters let you know you are doing something right
Hating on you because your game is tight
Hating because they can’t compare to you
Live the life or do the things you do

Haters need no reason to hate on you at all
So continue doing what you do and standing tall
So let them haters keep on hating and don’t stop
Use their hate to fuel your journey straight to the top

Some Him

Oh wee…. I love me some him

The way he moans and growls when my tongue hits his love spot
The way his eyes roll back in his head, begging me “Damn babe don’t stop”
The way his natural masculine scent takes control of my senses and drives me insane
The way his body surrenders, cums for me and whispers my name

Oh wee…. I love me some him

The way he makes love to me, starting with a slow sexy grind
The way he runs his wet tongue along the length my spine
The way he flips me over and enters me from behind
The way he pleasures every inch of my body taking his sweet time

Oh wee… I love me some him

My True Essence

Wow Is All I Can Say

Here you come into my life….

When my world is crazy and my mind is a mess
When my heart hurts and I am broken
When I am questioning my own self worth
When I am so unsure of my future and what it holds for me

Here you come into my life…

Making me smile like a high school girl again
Making me bubbly and giggly inside
Making me believe that I am worthy and deserving of the best
Making me believe in me and loving myself again

Here you come into my life…

That breathe of fresh air that I have been needing
That positive presence and support I have been longing
That man I have been missing and wanting
That love I have been craving

Here you come into my life…

Bringing me joy and happiness
Bringing me all of you upfront and honest
Bringing me the chance to experience the best of you
Bringing me what I deserve and desire

Here you come into my life….

I am looking forward to us getting to know each other
I am looking forward to giving you my best
I am looking forward to whatever happens
I am so happy you are here

Wow Is All I Can Say

Thick Girls

So you’ve never had a “thick” girl. Wow! Have you been missing out
Sit back babe and let me tell you the secret and what it’s all about

First let me say that making love to a thicker woman is not quite the same
We require a little more work so you always have to bring your A game

It’s being loved by a woman with a little more curves than what you’re used to
A little more junk in her trunk for you to grab a hold of and do what you do

So close your eyes an imagine the thickness of my thighs and fullness of breast
Then imagine the softness of my tongue as it licks the nipples on your chest

Can you feel the grind of my full hips as I ride you all night long
Keeping in rhythm with the music while singing along with the song

So I think you should make love to a thick girl at least on time
And don’t be surprised if she hooks you and just blows your mind

My True Essence

“It’s okay to Quit….." Motivational Speaker – Veraunda Jackson

1. Quit arguing with people about the same old foolishness! Respect their position and keep it moving!

2. Quit telling people your secrets when you know they are not going to keep them! And if you keep telling them, then quit getting mad when they tell your secrets!

3. Quit trying to pull people on your journey who don’t want to travel with you. Either they believe in you and value you…or they don’t! (WORD!)

4. Quit complaining about things you can’t and won’t change!

5. Quit gossiping about other people! Minding our own business should be a full time job!

6. Quit blaming each other for things that in the big picture aren’t going to matter three weeks from now! Talk solutions…and then implement them!

7. Quit eating things you know are not good for you! If you can’t quit…eat smaller portions!

8. Quit buying things when we know we can’t afford them! If you don’t have self control, then quit going to the stores! Quit charging things, especially when you don’t NEED them!

9. Quit staying in unhealthy relationships! It is not okay for people to verbally or physically abuse you! So quit lying to yourself! It is not okay to stay in the marriage for the children! Ask them and they will tell you that they really would prefer to see you happy and that the misery you and your spouse/partner are living with is affecting them!

10. Quit letting family members rope you into the drama! -Start telling them you don’t want to hear it! Quit spreading the drama! Quit calling other relatives and telling them about your cousin or aunt! Go back to #5 minding your own business should be enough to keep you busy!

11. Quit trying to change people! IT DOESN’T WORK! Quit cussing people out when you know that they are just being the miserable and jealous people that they are!

12. Quit the job you hate! Start pursuing your passion. Find the job that fuels your passion BEFORE you quit!

13. Quit volunteering for things that you aren’t getting any personal fulfillment from anymore! Quit volunteering for things and then failing to follow through with your commitment!

14. Quit listening to the naysayers! Quit watching the depressing news if you are going to live in the doom and gloom of it all!

15. Quit making excuses about why you are where you are or why you can’t do what you want to do!

16. Quit waiting on others to give you the answers…and start finding the answers for yourself! If what you are doing isn’t working for you…then quit it!

17. Quit settling and start making your dreams a reality!- Quit being afraid and START LIVING YOUR LIFE! CREATE THE LIFE YOU WANT! If you want something different than what you have had in the past…you must quit doing what you have done before and DO something different! JUST QUIT IT …… and START DOING something to create the experience you want! “Life is short, but there is always time enough for courtesy and kindness.”