Can I trust you to love me with all your heart and soul
From the beginning to the end, when we both grow old
And set in our ways, trying to make the best of all our days
Can I trust you?
Can I trust you to love me, only me and no one but me
If I can’t, would you be honest and man enough to set me free
To find the love that’s right, faithful, true and airtight
Can I trust you?
My True Essence
Be the person you wanna find…. don’t be a nickle, lookin for a dime..
M – Mysterious
Y – Youthful
T – True
R – Real
U – Unique
E – Entertaining
E – Eloquent
S – Sexy
S – Sassy
E – Enticing
N – Naughty
C – Classy
E – Exciting
I am so horny right now I want to lick you, suck you like my favorite lollipop
Work that dick all night long, make you call my name and beg me to stop
I want to sit on it, cowgirl style, tighten my pussy muscles around your big dick
Ride it, grind it, take in all of your nine inches, just like a seasoned trick
I am so horny right now I want to hear you tell me how good my pussy feels
How juicy it is, how sweet it tastes, just as good as a home cooked meal
I want to look in your eyes as I suck out all of the cum inside of you
Leaving you drained, satisfied and whipped as only my good pussy can do
I am so horny right now I can’t wait any longer so get ready I am on my way
I hope you ate your Wheaties babe because this pussy is ready to play
My True Essence
A mighty wind blew night and day
It stole the oak tree’s leaves away,
Then snapped its boughs
And pulled its bark
until the oak tree was tired and stark.
But still the oak tree held its ground
while the other trees fell all around….
The weary wind gave up and spoke,
“How can you still be standing, Oak?”
The oak tree said, “I know that you
can break each branch of mine in two,
carry every leaf away,
shake my limbs, and make me sway.
But I have roots stretched in the earth,
Growing stronger since my birth.
You’ll never touch them, for you see
they are the deepest part of me.
Until today, I wasn’t sure
of just how much I could endure
But now I’ve found, with thanks to you,
I AM STRONGER THAN I EVER KNEW.
by Johnny Ray Ryder Jr.
Several weeks ago, a friend of mine was going through something that really hurt them. They reached out to me and we talked about it. Really, they talked and I pretty much listened. I didn’t judge them, try to give them advice or anything. I just listened and tried to be supportive. I tried to be a friend. After a while, they asked me “why are you being so nice to me”? I gave them my answer and tried the best way I knew how to explain “Me” to them.
Over the last couple of weeks, I have thought about that question several times as well as my response to their question. All I can say is that I am just simply Me. I am nothing fancy. I am so far from perfect. I screw up, repeatedly. I do dumb things. I make bad decisions. I am very outspoken (which is definitely not always a good thing). I wear my feelings on my sleeve. I am not where I want to be (so far from it) but I thank God that I am not where I used to be. Thank you Lord! I am and will always be work in progress.
One thing that I told my friend, which is also one of the things that I am most proud of, is that I am one of the most sincere and genuine people you will ever meet. I honestly care about people and their wellbeing. When I say “I wish you the best” or “I am happy for you” or “I am proud of you”, I mean that from the bottom of my heart. When I see you doing well in your chosen profession or see growth in your personal development, I am genuinely happy for you. When I say “you are looking good” or “you go girl”, I mean that. There is no jealously, just true admiration. My goal is to inspire and build up. Never to tear down. If I can make a good, positive difference in someones life, it’s all worth it.
There are things about me that many people don’t know, not even my family and closest friends. I have done things I am not proud of. I have had awful things done to me that I haven’t been able to speak of. I have my good days and my bad days but i won’t complain. I have survived. I am so thankful for my many blessings. Thankful for my loved ones and my friends. I pray for you all way more than I pray for myself. If you don’t know anything about me, please know that I genuinely care. I am nothing special. I am simply just Me.
My True Essence
I love…
the way you walk into the room and take my breath away
that mean sexy swagger you have boy just makes my day
I love…
the way you smile, showing off those pretty teeth and deep dimples
chocolate skin so nice and smooth with not one scar or pimple
I love…
the way you work the room, your magnet drawing the crowd in
everyone wants to be in your presence, become your friend
I love…
the way your big brown eyes light up and you wink when you see me
making me feel there’s no other place you would rather be
I love…
the way you approach me, licking your lips, looking me up and down
letting me know that tonight you are definitely going to put it down
I love…
the wonderful man you are, everything you say and do
so believe me babe when I say I love you
My True Essence
Who are you? What happened to the man that vowed to love me
The one who said there was no place on earth he’d rather be
Than with me, wrapped up in my caring arms every night
Loving me with all his being, bringing it with all his might
I thought you loved me so how can you do this to us
Where is the respect, the communication, the love, the trust
Are those things just not important to you anymore
You are definitely not the same person you were before
What makes you think you can talk to me any kind of way
Screaming and yelling at me, not caring if what you say
Is hurting me and destroying my spirit, tearing me down
Turning what used to be my signature smile into a permanent frown
How can you call yourself a man and do all of these horrible things
Unconcerned for how it affects me or the harm it brings
If what is out there in the streets worth losing what you have at home
Then go but I guarantee you will be knocked off your throne
One day you will realize you lost the best thing you ever had
But it will be too late for that realization, too late to be sad
I still love you and even though it hurts, I have to set you free
Who are you? What happened to the man that vowed to love me
My True Essence
Great is he who is working hard, trying to be a good man
Building a reputation as someone always offering a helping hand
Loving and treating his wife like the queen she truly is
Being an active presence in the lives of his kids
Great is he who can turn a job into a productive career
Always working in the community rather from afar or near
Turning something once run down into something positive and new
Making a difference in people’s lives, always willing to help you
Great is he who can admit he is not perfect and makes his share of mistakes
But is doing the best he can and will do whatever it takes
Standing up and being the man God has called him to be
Great is he who can let his light shine for the world to see
My True Essence
My True Essence 