A Day (Part I)

What would I do if I had you for a day
I’d let go and throw my inhibitions away
Say all of the dirty things I have always wanted to say
Play the sex games I have always been too afraid to play

But first I want a big hug and a slow tongue kiss
So I can show you how much you’ve been missed
I want our tongues to do its own little dance
And keep kissing all day whenever we get a chance

We’d move to the bathroom to a waiting hot bath
Following the bubbles as we let our tongues lead the path
We’re kissing, touching, rubbing and sucking
Before the end of the night we’ll definitely be fucking

As I’m tracing my bubbles all the way down to your joy stick
You stop at my breast to admire how they’re full and thick
You say you can’t help but put one in your mouth
While sucking it, you other hand heads south

All the way down to my sweet hot spot
It feels so good I beg you not to stop
You rubbing on my clit about to make me cum
I’m ready to head to the bed to get me some…

My True Essence

Injustice…

I’m hurting so deeply for my black boys and brothers
Our sons, fathers, uncles, husbands and lovers
They’re being killed by those who’re supposed to serve and protect
But yet they give our black boys and men no kind of respect

Sometimes their only offense is walking while black and unarmed
Even then it doesn’t mean they will be safe and unharmed
It doesn’t guarantee they won’t be attacked, choked and beat
Or shot down like a wild animal and left to die in the street

Some of our boys and men break the law and do bad things sometime

But killing them should not be the cops first reaction to the crime
They appoint themselves judge, jury and executor all rolled up into one
Not even waiting to give justice a chance to be done

I’m angry there is so little value for the life our boys and men

When will the police brutality and senseless killings end
Something has to change because we all deserve to be treated fair
Because “injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere”

My True Essence 8/15
 

These Dudes Ain’t Loyal

Ladies I tell you… these dudes ain’t loyal
Walking around like they’re special and royal
Playing games with peoples’ emotions and feelings
Getting women caught in their foolish dealings

Being nothing but a no good, slick ass player

Dicking down chicks like they’re a pussy slayer
Laying pipe here, there and every where
Just screwing around without a care

Playing women and not caring who knows or sees

Thinking they can keep treating women anyway they please
Going from place to place passing out babies and STDs
Like a dog walking around with a bad case of fleas

Telling this woman she’s the woman of his dreams

While telling that one he wants to make her scream
There’s another woman across town he calls his Boo
Then you find out the fourth one he’s sexing is You

Ladies I tell you…  these dudes ain’t loyal
 
My True Essence

Orgasm of the Mind

Tonight I really need you
To do what only you can do
Make love to me like I’m one of a kind
Give me an orgasm of the mind
There’s no need for sexing and kissing
No getting nasty, sucking or licking
Just mental stimulation all night long
Our minds creating our own love song…
When we reach the mental level of pleasure
We will enjoy each other’s treasure

My True Essence

Playing on My Phone

Why are you calling playing on my phone
I guess you trying to see if he’s home
So ask for him since you’re woman enough to call
Be bold enough to go through with it all

Instead you holding the phone breathing in my ear

Listening trying to hear what’s going on over here
I don’t know how you got this number in the first place
But you playing on the phone like a child is a disgrace

Yes he’s home with his family like he should be

He’s not thinking about you because he’s here with me
Truth be told, I am not even worried about you myself
So keep right on playing games and embarrassing yourself

My True Essence

 

Mr. Talented… Mr. Smooth

I am honored to know a brother who has such a gift of words
Words that can be felt when reading them as well as heard
I can envision you speaking the words you push with your pen
Writing that flows so well it’s like a rhythm you don’t want to end

Sometimes your words are soothing, mellow and magnetic

Calming and relaxing like a general anesthetic
Other times your words are the best aphrodisiac
Causing one to lose sexual control and not know how to act

Your smooth words have a lot of the ladies wanting you

And wondering if the things you write about are really true
The fellas may not say much but they’re taking notes on what you say
Filing their notes away to maybe use on a lady one day

Your ability to write about anything at any time is one I truly admire

As well as your ability to always motivate, uplift and inspire
I can see how you are moving forward, evolving and growing
So I encourage you to keep your mind turning and your pen flowing

My True Essence

Too Bad…

Too bad I can’t be who and what you want me to be

But the truth is I only know how to be me

The one who despite it all still holds her help up high

The sassy, confident free spirit and loyal ride or die

 

Too bad I don’t do the things you want me to do

But the truth is I live my life for me not to please you

So if I do things you can’t figure out or understand

Let it go and trust I’m doing the best that I can

 

Too bad I don’t say the things you want me to say

But the truth is I wouldn’t have it any other way

Because I sing and dance to my own special beat

I’m just me doing what I do with no need to compete

My True Essence

Throwing Shade

I’ve been noticing you throwing a lot of shade my way

I usually ignore it but today you caught me on the wrong day

I don’t know what’s up with the little snide comments

Or the unnecessary bullshit, drama and nonsense

I’m confused because I honestly don’t know

What is it that has you hating on me so

I’m sure it’s not anything physical so it must be my style

Whatever it is has obviously been bothering you awhile

So you just keep right on trying to dim my light with your shade

Because throwing shade on my light will eventually cause yours to fade

 My True Essence