Be The Light…

Be the light…
That shines so bright
That motivates others to do right
That inspires one not to give up but to fight
That provides peace in the middle of the night

Be the light…
That brightens someone’s path
That protects them from evils wrath
That guides them through the storm
That blankets them and keeps the warm

Be the light
That will always be there
That treats all people kind and fair
That does not judge or condemn
That stands and prays for them

Be the light…

My True Essence

Resentment… Another Silent Killer

The state of resentment
Not a good place for contentment
Holding onto things I should let go
Allowing them to take root and grow
Spreading unhappiness into my soul
Destroying the very thing that makes me whole
It’s like an anger that never dies
Or a truth fighting to defeat the lies
Letting it go is the only way to be free
The only way to ensure it doesn’t silently kill me

My True Essence

Horny and Missing You

I’m horny and I’m missing you
I need to be sexed like only you can do
I’m frustrated and I need you now
I want you to make my kitty meow
But since I have to wait another day
How about a little phone sex play
I will set the tone to get you in the mood
Talk to you so nasty you’ll become unglued
I will start by rubbing my nipple round and round
Now sit back and listen because it’s about to go down….

My True Essence

My Quiet Storm

You are my quiet storm
The one who helps me transform
To peace when I’m a walking time bomb
The one who keeps my spirit calm

You are my release after a bad day

The one who knows just what to say
To make me breath and settle down
The one who saves me when I’m about to drown

You are my anchor when I lose my way

The one who keeps me from going astray
On the days when I feel like I’m going insane
The one who loves me thru my pain

Thank you for everything you do

More importantly, thank you for being you
Thank you for holding me and keeping me warm
Thank you for being my quiet storm

My True Essence

Dickmatized

It means being whipped by the dick
Got you disgusted with yourself for becoming that chick
The chick that stayed with his ass longer than you should
Stayed because the dick was just that damn good

Good enough to have you letting that kneegrow drive your car
Talking about he will be right back because he ain’t going far
Good enough to have  you checking your phone in the middle of the night
Wondering where he is and why he ain’t acting right

Being dickmatized will make you turn a blind eye
Pretending not to see stuff that will make you cry
Acting like you don’t notice the scent of perfume that you don’t wear
Or ignoring his ex’s car in his driveway like it’s not even parked there

It will have you so mad with yourself some days
Because you keep putting up with his lying, cheating ways
You make up your mind to finally move on at last
And here he comes with his smooth talking, pipe laying ass

Dickmatized

My True Essence

Racism…







Racism is very much alive and kicking
It’s like a time bomb that won’t stop ticking
It appears in many different forms and styles
Sometimes it’s even hidden behind smiles
Some of those smiles we see each and every day
Even smiles we trust in some way

There are some people who act as if they are blind
Because they believe racism doesn’t exist in their mind
How can they not see that everyone isn’t treated fair and kind
Equality is what’s right and should apply to all mankind
Unfortunately, these days, this is not always the case
Some people are discriminated against because of their race

We can’t continue to overlook the racist things we see
And continue to let the racist people get off free
We have to step up and take a stand
Stop letting them treat us anyway they think they can
Join together, heads up and stand tall
Fight until we have equal rights and justice for all

My True Essence

You Didn’t Break Me

I knew of you because you were a popular boy in school
We took a class together and eventually became cool
Friends who would talk when we saw each other on the yard
Little did I know our friendship would leave me forever scarred

You needed help to pass the class so I agreed to help you

I agreed to help because that’s what friends do
I trusted you so I didn’t have any reason to fear
I thought you were my friend… genuine and sincere

I don’t know what happened to you that horrible night

Your mood changed and I realized something wasn’t right
But by then it was too late for me to react
You grabbed me and began your brutal attack

You turned into a monster I didn’t even recognize

You didn’t listen to my pleas or my cries
Instead you used me for your own sick pleasure
Against my will you took my treasure

I didn’t think I would ever forgive you for what you did to me

But I realized I had to forgive you in order for me to be free
Free from the shame and guilt of thinking I deserved it
That I deserved to be attacked, raped and hit
 
I still remember the pain you caused me to this today
The wound has healed but the scar will never go away
You almost destroyed me and caused my faith to shake
Even though you hurt me, my spirit you didn’t break

My True Essence

Wish

I wished upon a star
And here you are
The one I’ve been dreaming of
To show me the true meaning of
Love without limits
Fun without the gimmicks
Trust without any doubts
Sex where we lay it all out

You are my knight in shining armor

My smooth talker, my charmer
You are the reason why I smile
A bright smile that can be seen for miles
I have finally found my perfect fit
And I am happy and so glad about it
I wished upon a star
And here you are….

My True Essence

Nothing…

Nothing smells like…
The ground after a light sprinkle of rain
The aroma of strong coffee grains
The scent of a fresh rolled ball of hay
The ocean on a cloudy breezy day

Nothing tastes like….
The orange handpicked from your own tree
The tartness of fresh squeezed lemon with tea
The kick of pineapple juice mixed with a little gin
The saltiness of your lovers’ skin


Nothing looks like…
The sight of a couple walking hand in hand

The smile and confidence of a great man
The joy you can see on a child’s face
The excitement of a little boy in a happy place

My True Essence